Nervousness & Home-Cooked Food
Some deep thoughts:
So I'll just go ahead and say that I'm starting to get a little nervous. I think it hit me the other day when I was thinking about how much time 3 months is exactly... 3 months is 3/4 of a semester... and an entire season! (well, everywhere except Texas). That's a long time!
Twice as long as I've ever gone without seeing my family.
But now I feel kinda guilty - I've been dreaming about doing this for so long (almost 3 and a half years to be exact) that I feel like I should only be excited. Like I'm kinda letting myself down because I'm feeling scared and uncertain. Yet something as extreme as this trip is bound to come with a little apprehension, right? Like finding a place to live, giving my first tour, making myself speak French :-/
So I have to keep telling myself, 3 months isn't that bad - Its exciting really... in a nervous kinda way.
On a lighter note:
- I am FINALLY a college graduate!!!
- I'm completely moved out of my house in College Station
- I may not have to worry about getting my visa and dealing with the French government until I actually get to France
- My mommy is going to feed me home-cooked food until I leave for Paris (no more freeze dried dinners for a while :-D)... its good to be spoiled
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aww..its okay! You will definitely enjoy your time there!! At this time majority of the people will speak english so you wont feel soo much out of the loop! But I challenge you to speak as much french as you can and eat some pan de chocolate for me!! ;)
also if you have a chance - go to Disneyland -I was not able to do that because of time, but i think its about 30euros a ticket.
-when you go to Lafatette (it's a huge shopping area- find the restaurant its at the top...you will find a something there that you can spend hours just sitting and drinking some tea!
bisous!
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